November 2009
simple, not enough.
it seemed like forever
i wanted more time, though in the end it gave me butterflies and a smile on my face. i’m hoping tomorrow there will be more time spent together. close.
kentucky.
L: how'd your night go?
T: well considering this is tonya now hes trhowing up andi have to take care of him. thakns for being a nice person and stop texting him.
L: alright peace.
T: im not trying to be mean but you arent being a nice person. i asked you pretty nicely to stop talking to him and i guess you didnt
L: I'm sorry i just don't see what the big deal is
T: the big deal is i asked you very politely to stop and you dont even know sean i dont see why you want to text him so badly
L: I don't want to text him badly.. all i'm doing is trying to make friends so its not awkward as hell for me when i go to sj ( HAHAHAH where did i come up with this??)
T: really.. because i seen the other messages you sent him. real nice of you to say you want to talk to sean still. dont you have something else in pei to fucking do other than mess with seans head? because its getting pretty annoying. (wowzers)
T: and if you;re trying to make friends then try talking to someone other than sean
L: alright this is just getting ridiculous i'm going to bed. good night.
T: i think thats a good idea. sorry for texting you from his phone but im just trying my best to get through to him again. i may come off as a huge bitch right now but i think if you knew everything or even lived in the same province then you would understand.
L: it;s hard to understand to be honest. i've had no bad intentions and i seem to be involved in this..
T: what are your intentions then
L: just to make friends that's it. i'm sorta in a relationship thing right now so i'm not looking for anything like that.
T: well i dont think the way you're texting him is appropriate. considering you are in a relationsiis ( nice spelling girl) i guess i am being quite mean to you
T: considering you havent actually done anything. but i think you should lay off texting him so much.
L: i think you've got me all wrong. the majority of my friends are guys so i find it easier to talk to them (excuses, excuses) i'm seriously not trying to interfere with anything.
T: I no i cant stop you but it would be really appreciated because honestly i am compeletly in love with this guy still.and i know hes mad at me right now but i dated him since grade 10 so im trying my best right now to get him back
T: no i no i have alot of guy friends also and i find it much easier to hang out with them. way less drama. and the girls here are kind of drama obsessed. i try to stay out of it. but right now no one is talking to me so i have pretty much no one to talk to. because emilie was the only person i talk to. and sean is the person i talk to. but he wont talk to me anymore because he's talking to you (i am obviously not the reason girl....
L: but i'm really going to sleep i hope you realize i'm not purposely trying to screw things up between you two ( you've already screwed things up dear)
T: Sorry for texting you so late. i just wanted to know your intentions and things. thank you for even talking to me.
life as it is, so far.
postive.
things have been going swell. (excuse the vocabulary). but it’s true, i cannot complain. i feel relationships building, but that being said also fading. i haven’t seen much of this person on a certain level. she’s been all over the place and seems to be with a crowd i am not fond of. she’ll seen realize who she isn’t and come back down from her high horse.
...
no words
nothing has been said.
i really didn’t think he’d obey.
i sure wouldn’t, that’s evident.
apologies
I feel sorry for him, falling so fast and hopefully not very hard. As long as he obeys he won’t get any more hurt than he should.
Hard for me to understand why he would go on to say that he wants to veer me away from him, but then expects me to hang out with him.
Does it make sense? Did he not expect someone to get angry and creeped out?
confusion
i’m starting to believe that this guy is just brain-washing me.
why do these people come all at once, sure i love this attention don’t get me wrong. but this is screwing with my head now.
so many pros and cons it’s unbelievable.
decisions will result in major heartbreak either way.
lets escape and love each other?
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halloweiners.
what a shitty night.
no trick or treating
had to ditch the liq
party was busted before my arrival
i looked cute which was a plus…. but no one got to see it
