let’s talk about this. i’ve had enough with thinking things are fine one second and the next getting ripped into. i thought there was clarity, but i was wrong(?). i don’t understand how you can say that you won’t be able to find another person, yet you have a new girl already. i haven’t even moved on. what exactly is it that you want? i would really like to be with you, because its you that i will compare everyone else to. i completely understand that you don’t want it due to what i have done, but i don’t understand what you do want. open up, speak your mind. i want this closure so we can start this new beginning.